Isabel Sturdee

I know that sinking feeling. You’re staring at your phone at 11:47 p.m., scrolling again.

You’ve stared at gift lists before. And felt that quiet frustration when nothing fits. Most gift guides ignore what matters to you. Free speech.

You’ve stared at the gift card rack for seven minutes. Same one every time. The person you’re buying for hates generic stuff. They’ll see right through it.

You’ve stared at that gift list for twenty minutes. And you still don’t know what to give. Not because you’re lazy. Because most gifts land flat.

I’m standing in the kitchen at 10 p.m. Phone in one hand. Toddler clinging to my leg. Third browser tab open. Still scrolling. You know this feeling.

You’ve stared at gift websites for twenty minutes. And still have no idea what to buy. I’ve been there. More times than I care to admit.

I’ve stared at blank gift cards for twenty minutes. You have too. That panicked scramble before a birthday. The last-minute Amazon search at 11:47 p.m.

You’ve stared at that blank gift card for twenty minutes. Same as last year. Same as the year before. Another gadget he’ll charge once and forget.

I’ve watched people panic trying to pick a gift for someone who uses Lwspeak. They stare at the toy aisle. Scroll endlessly online.

You’ve bought the gift. Wrapped it. Handed it over. And watched it disappear into a closet or get regifted three weeks later. I hate that feeling.